sometimes you will feel like you could have done more. sometimes you will feel like all the things you have done just to forget reminds you even more. sometimes after numerous attempts to escape you still find yourself trap in that very position you try to break away from. occasionally i wake up feeling this way. everyone knows i let my tears out pretty easily but strangely i don't cry any more. it still hurts when i think of all the things i did or didn't do but overtime i know it will hurt less and less and eventually, it will vanish.

Monday 1:46pm

Monday, 11/04 ,1:46

Tuesday 12/04, 5pm ; 2000-word report due

still -1700 words at the moment.

:S

绝望难救

Dad and emoticons

I know this is mean but I just don't think I could ever get used to my dad being CUTE on Skype chat.

I know you might see this but no offence dad :P

it is weird but cute all at the same time ~~~~

hahahahahhaha

you know you love me!

xoxo

gossip nini

Sunday

it is Sunday and it is indeed a lovely sun-day outside but i still have plenty of unwritten reports and tonnes of unread articles and an assignment untouched and groceries undone and friends un-hung out with (?) how i wish i could just put all the things undone under my pillow and an Archaeopteryx would flew in and get those nasty homework all done for me and i would run outside into the untamed wilderness to hunt some pukekos (?) it is a no-full stop day so i'm not using any full stops or commas i dont know what to think or do now i just want to bury myself into the deep Greywacke basement and no geological survey methods not even seismic reflection method can find me

BYE