A new year.

3 of us, my sisters and I, share a wardrobe. Underneath it were 3 large drawers. Each of us has one.

I never knew what my sisters keep in their drawer, the unwritten rules of Sim family says we're not allowed to pry.

A few years ago, Juju threw all her stuff away. All the cards and everything used to be nice were thrown away, making way for her new clothes and watches and everything nice. (i think, don't really know what's inside.)

She told me " Things are different now. These are no value to me."

well, I don't think so, not just yet.

In my drawer, there are letters, cards and gifts I received from friends on special occasions.

And also a little photo album of mine was lost and found.

It's fun digging out all the old stuff. It's like jigsaw-ing a summary of yourself,

revising your entire life together with the dreams you once dreamed.

Every piece has it's own story, holding both the good and the bad memories of mine.

Photos

Graduated from kindergarten.

Wearing my ducky costume :)

wasn't happy with my thick make up that time.

With our cat, Mimi. She's the only cat that we kept in our house;

She looks like Andy Lau by the way.

Me in chick costume. Was a hot chick already ! :D

(First row, far left)

The little profile i made for myself

Spot spelling mistake: BONE IN THE YEAR OF DRAGON.

Miss Sim cheng yii is THE bone found in the year of dragon. LMAO.

Spot me.

Fourth birthday

and God knows what happened. I turned into a manly girl.

and phew~ I am back to normal again.

And Ling Wei, guess what I found!!!

Our "Kindergarten" buku latihan.

i miss S34, and the weird things we did together.

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I was a big fan of Doraemon ~

I used to force dad to photocopy my comic book and I would color it~

A little notebook i made especially for Doraemon.

I used to dream that one day, I'll be a great collector of Doraemon. Having all Doraemon's collections from comics to toys!

I'll keep all the stuff when their time has come.

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Last rainbow of 2009

At the end of 2009

I realized one thing, I achieved almost nothing at all for the past 20 years of my life.

I see things differently now. It's time to have a change!

2010, let's create a better Cheng Yii.

RAWR!

Christmas!

To me, Christmas is just a day I can get presents from mummy and daddy!

dad said he'll buy me the drawing pad (also known as pen & touch....i think?)

but we still can't find it in Miri though.. :(

so... no drawing pad..yet

Mum bought me a pink handbag today!

yayayaya

:D

DIG DIG DIG parents' gold!

Nigel will be upset to hear this i guess, because i don't understand the true meaning of Christmas. (Sorry...lo..)

Well, I'm not the only one who doesn't know the meaning of Christmas. Some even celebrate Christmas like its Valentine's day~

Girls get both presents and roses on Christmas day.

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25/12

I was the chief organizer of our family's annual BBQ feast!

well...I'm a bad one though... :S

But the bbq went well~~

Juju and Ming (My eldest sister and her husband) are BBQ experts, so they did most of the shopping and preparing.

All i did was marinating the chicken wings and taking photos~ LA LA LA

Live crabs about to be slaughtered by MING!

KILLS!!

and then the crabs turned into...

All the guys were busy setting up the fire and getting the chairs and tables ready.

The girls, as usual, are responsible for the food.

This year, Ah yik is back!

mum's cooking Bee hun

Oh! Guess how much does this chair cost?

It's around 400 Singapore dollar! which is RM800

Why do we have the chair?

It was from my I-think-I'm-the-richest-Miri guy-in-Singapore cousin. He said it's not the in-thing anymore so he threw it away~ away to our house~

Do you think it's special?

MEH, NO!

Our bbq feast started at around 6:30pm

woooo~~

Mini came to join us too~

Look at the way he asked if he could join us!

After the feast, we all had tummy quake!

FLOMP FLOMP!

Christmas is fun! but fattening!

买衣

看到小赖的日记，《再忙，也要陪你逛街》

才恍然大悟，为什么自己不喜欢 Kevi 陪我逛衣店！

女人真的很善变，在逛逛时看到漂亮的衣服，进去了，试了就觉得不漂亮。

衣服放回去了，从另一个角度看， 又觉得很漂亮！

就拿去另一间更衣室去试， 然后说刚刚是灯光问题才觉得不漂亮，

最后就决定买了。

有时候放到柜台后，看到别人也买，就不想要了~ 然后可以很厚脸皮的， 走掉！

我就是知道自己有这毛病，就不会很想和 Kevi 逛衣店。

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而且有时衣服不适合你 他或许不会跟你说

因为事实有时是很残酷的~

宝~哪件好看？？

厄。。都好看哦！

所以，要和志同道合的女生们逛衣店才能够买到真正的衣服~

When girls menstruate

Mood swings

Irritability

fatigue

anxiety

breast tenderness

PIMPLES! acne!

Difficulty concentrating

...

To all the ladies reading,

At some stage, we've all felt at least one of the symptoms above, particularly around that time of the month.

This is known as...you all know it, PMS. (Premenstrual Symptoms)

Ahhhh...poor us.

All the suffering, both physically and mentally, that we have to go through while our uterus are bleeding frantically.

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Mood swings is the most common symptom of them all.

8 out of 10 of my girl friends have experienced it during period.

We do get quite bitchy when mood-swing attacks

Believe us... those annoying things that we've done.. are not deliberate!

Most of the time, we don't even know what we are doing.

Our Hypothalamus are completely not in control; We are like robots programmed to be shot-fused and bitchy........ sounds scary huh?

Why do we feel like this?

No one knows what causes PMS but many factors may be involved, including changes in hormone levels within the body in the lead up to our period and changes to chemicals in brains.

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Kevin is always the victim, and my dad too.

There's this famous Tofu incident (I don't think I've ever mentioned it in my blog).

Kevin finished all the tofu in my miso soup like a tofu assassin.

I wailed as if those are the last tofu on Earth but smiled again a minute after because i think it's kinda silly crying over such little things~

I got him so confused -__-

Well, as for my dad, i called it the Peanut Butter toast incident.

It's basically a duplicate of the Tofu incident; he ate my peanut butter toast and i cried.

I wonder how he has survived all these years, living with four time bombs under the same roof.

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During this time of the month, girls love picking fights and throwing tantrum

I apologise to every man on behalf of the girls.

Forgive us and be supportive is all you have to do :)

But ladies, this is not the ticket to emotionally abuse your love ones.

There are ways to minimise the impact of the symptoms and you have the responsibility to know them.

1. Exercising for 30 mins a day,4 to 6 days a week and have plenty of sleep. Yoga helps too.

2. Eat well, no junk food, no alcohol, no sugar and caffeine.

3. Talk to your family and friends. Or consult a doctor if things get worse.

4. Knock yourself out to avoid quick verbal reactions or responses to emails or texts that could be taken out of context.

I find this very effective but I'm still trying to master it :D.

所以当有人问

“你来哈？”

就代表你在乱发脾气咯。

到时你就要以空姐的口吻，和杀死人的笑容说

“哦~~ 对不起~我不是故意的~~ ”

Parcel full of Hipponess

07/12
Finally....! I've received the parcel which Kevin posted to me the day i left Auckland.
I was so excited~ He was too :)

*Mameshiba was overawed by the rather huge parcel*


I texted him and asked " what should i do?!?! " ( haha..lame..open the parcel !)

I didn't open my gift until he called,
as we both wanted to share this excitement together.


On the other side of the phone, he chuckled and said "blur tou" when i screamed, and then giggled for a long while after the gift was unwrapped.

It was like taking 2 tablespoons of strawberry syrup
My heart fluttered.. :')

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The presents were :
Mushroom stool, an Egg shaped kitten swings n meows tumble doll, and a power shell globe cellphone charm!

*Opps! in the photo the keychain was facing the other way! :S *

*Close ups for tumble doll and cellphone charm~
no mushroom stool cuz I'm going to make Kevin sit on it,and then take a photo of them together! >=)


*It "miu" s when you push it on the ground, and "Meow~" when you put it on your palm, CUTESSS!

*Miniature globe cellphone charm made of paua shell!
i've always wanted a map but couldn't find one that me likes! PICKY!


Thankyou Hippo :~)

Love you mostestss!!!

奇怪的梦

梦见我傍晚时赤脚骑脚车，去到附近的店屋

外面有个小贩，他的motorbike后面有个icebox,装很多很多豆奶！

我记得是用 Borneo 矿泉水瓶装着的，
非常好喝 :)


很奇怪，可是很喜欢这个梦。

Soy Bean :)

Mum brought me to the market 2 days ago, and we bought yellow bean(黄豆。) ! Not sure what it's called in english.

And project of the day is, make Soy bean~!
Hooohoo
Been craving for Soy Bean recently :)

the beans need to be soaked for a night, then....not so sure what to do next :D

Mum will save me if i make a mess~
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Hippo said he's sending me something!! my christmas present!

can't wait!

花木兰

我感动落泪了几次~ 鸡皮疙瘩都冒出来！


非常喜欢这部电影。

可是好像只有我喜欢！



难道是我是怪胎....?

唉

Welcome

20/11/09



Welcome to our family, little Emma .


Kevin, Amber's doll and Emma in between and Amber. *heart*




Amber with her little sister.

We'll love you, with all our hearts


.

YAY!!!

A, A-, B+ and B




:) :) :)



:B




CAPTAIN GEOLOGY, BANZAIiiii!!!

Droopy boobies

Kah rou just introduced me to this wonderful blog of Su Ann's. Her blog is just amazing.

Compared to mine? it's like comparing a high-end restaurant with hawker stall :)

And as usual, this blog post of mine is another literary value-less nonsense again~

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I always have this thought that, not having a support for my dear breasts, is good when I'm not exercising.
Why so? so they can grow freely~ without restrictions. and most importantly.. they'll look somehow bigger.
My reasoning : small + droopy = somehow LOOK bigger (this is all about illusionism~)


BUT

Kah rou had shown me the sad truth.

*终极大波梦破碎*

Moral of the story : Wear a bra, love your breasts :)

Be grateful no matter how small they are. as long as they are healthy.

lil things I do when boredom strikes

1. Used an old toothbrush to clean the rabbits' cage.

2. Follow the rabbits wherever they go.

3. Catch mosquitoes and feed them to the ants.

4. Give Mini a great massage plus brush his delicate fur.

5. Read a 17-year-old girl's blog

6. Read a 14-year-old girl's blog (Gosh.. it's an all-about-love blog.. buek..)

7. Watch HHD ( Taiwanese-speaking channel) with mum

8. "Talk to me" is my current shout-out in msn.





SAVE ME! ANYONE! TEXT 016-578-9364 (but do mention your name in the text; Texts without names are strictly prohibited and will be ignored and BURNT, no matter how interesting your texts are. )


(tiang saved my Wednesday yesterday~ Ling wei will save my Friday tomorrow, when will you come, my beloved Yeeyou.) As for Herng?

NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU~~ FALALA

:S

I have a mixed array of feelings in me now.
I feel.. disappointment, frustration, anger, sadness, confusion.
but i feel lost, the most.

How much is too much?




i’m not in the emo mood just yet, probably just lingering around the idea of entering the emo state.
I'll get back to being emo after I finish my Cantonese drama~

and sis just called me a depressed bitch~

When lizard invades 22/11/09

四脚蛇！！

刚看到他的时候，是在篱笆底下享受太阳浴。 妈妈跟我当然是很怕···

妈说： 我们站在这里拍手把它吓走！

哈哈···lizards are not sensitive to sound mama..~

然后我们就坐在那里发呆了5分钟···我第一件事就是想到， call姐姐和家明

结果家明说 ： “拿刀砍掉它的头，就有四脚蛇curry吃！”

我：“可是很大!!!! ”
明：“是咩？ 多大？”
我：“ 跟我手一样大！！！”
明：“····· 它连都你脚都吃不到··· 去砍啦！！ ”
然后就断线了~~~


AIYA....
:~(

听邻居说它今早想吃我可爱的兔子！
Mini现在是man of the house 了··！ 我把他放去四脚蛇的附近，结果自己先逃掉~~

我跟妈只好自己去把它赶走··
近看·· 跟我腿一样大！！ 肥肥的。。。


结果是妈妈最勇敢，拿扫把往它身上打， 咻~ 一下就爬到沟渠里了。
我叻··就乱喊乱叫跑回家里

我是想说··Bungy jump过的人， 不一定就很勇敢···


:D